Life is such a bitch sometimes!

Such a bloody bitch it is

It pops up surprises when you aren’t looking for one
And shocks you at times when you are prepared for none

It gives you reason to revel as if it cares
And treasons you into believing that it’s squarely fair

It will fool you just when you are looking at it in the eye
Leaving you with just one question…why me? Why why why?

Life can be such a bitch sometimes!

It will trick you into believing that after darkness there is some light
But this is true only of the big final fight

For all those struggles in everyday life
It will leave you stranded without any respite

All questions will reverberate in your mind
All the answers will just run away and hide!

You wake up in the morning with a fresh smile
But as you tread along the day, it is bound to blur and die

Oh life.. why?
Why would you be such a bitch?
Why don’t you just live and let me live as such?

Why would you give reasons?
Why later treason?

Why just me?
Why can’t you let me be?

You know my choices…that I have none
You are my life…the only one!

Why wont you rather be my friend
And fend for me till the end!!!

"At the end of the day, we can endure much more than we think we can."

This is a very special post...by far the most special of all
because its about 'Frida Kahlo'

Dont mistake Frida for being just a woman...a character in the film.
It would be a blunder to presume that.

Frida is an inspiration
...not just for a woman but for the human kind.
Frida is spontaneity...and truth and freedom
She is courage...and strength and honesty
She is suffering...and pain and love
She is daring...and confident and sure
Frida is a lot...a lot lot more

Frida is spirit of the soul...and i wish i would have a bit of her in me.

"I hope the exit is joyful and I hope never to return." - Frida

For you a thousand times over!!!

i suddenly remembered this phrase from one of my favorite books of all times (Kite-runner by Khaled Hossieni - a must read for all and sundry)

"For you a thousand times over!"

wish i could say this fr someone...wish someone could say this to me!

STOP!!!

Stop!

Right now, right there
Dont Move!!!

Freeze it!

and give up!

Its not worth taking the shot!

Never was...never will be.

Stop!

because if you move even one step
i might take the plunge!!!

And i want to live...
Trust me i want to!


p.s. 'Behind my sarcasm desperate memories lie!'

She doesnt know anything anymore!

she is too scared...to hurt n be hurt!
she is too lost...to be found by anyone anymore!
she doesnt dare anymore...something tells her it wont work!
she wish she could care less...but couldnt care more!

she doesnt know anything anymore!!!

she doesnt want to know!!!

and she hates herself for being her!!!

quote for the day :)

'If I am who I am because I am who I am, and You are who You are because You are who You are, then I Am who I Am and you Are who you Are. But, on the other hand, IF I am who I am, because You are who you are, and You are who You are, because I am who I am, then you Are Not who you are, and I Am Not who I am'

p.s. needless to add i truly believe in it !