some lessons on myself...[:)]

these days i am learning a lot of things abt myself...

like...
...i am a fast learner
...i give it everything when there is a need to
...i smile a lot when i m learning something new
...i dont doubt myself

n i m loving it...

p-erfect strangers!

i don't know how we [or should i say u] can manage it but yes we have become perfect strangers!

and i hate it although i am playing along.
i really dont know how to break the ice this time around...i mean c'on we aren't kids anymore [or is that the grudge u have with life...]
no i am not complaining but in a way i am tired...and i dont like to be disconnected with you of all people...talk about the choices we hardly get!

and pretending everyday that nothing is wrong really is a pain...i mean c'on now...u dont think so...really!
yea...no longer do i feel like telling u things that are on my mind...n if n when i do...i know u are just not listening...

pata naii...

guess all this is part of fresh beginnings!

friday.13th.april.2007

colours.packing paper.star-ry stuff.my best pal.distances.missing.loads.no cribbing.chocolate cake.bheja fry.fish.forgeting.reminding.wishes.of all shapes n sizes.loving.gifts.calcutta.genuine.bygones.fresh beginnings.high spirits.heady.y?.y not?gtalk.surprises.arrogance.forgiving.living.

unusual.
different.
happiness.

amen!

[phew!]

i dont feel like connecting to u...which is sad...and unusual!

i tried...and even though i am feeling bad but i dont have the patience...:(

there are some things on my mind too...and wonder when i will sort them out!

so much to write n so few words manage to wriggle out of my mind!

sigh!