a why? day

its a melancholic day!

dont ask me why...
the charm of a smile is lost somewhere
the conversation-less moment is too heavy to bear

miles to go...

i lose my patience quite easily these days...and i dont think thats a thing i take pride in doing.

i mean its hardly been two months here and i have already landed myself in a situation when people whom i value [yes i have already begun respecting people for a lot more than what they sometimes seem to be] seem to be taking me for granted....or is it my expectation of them that makes me feel like a loser sometimes.

i dont know...getting back to the daily rules of a corporate office is fun but it comes with its own share of disappointments as well...

like for instance today...
it was a sheer waste...and then at the end of the day i dont even know whom to blame it at...

whatever...i guess i cant be complaining so soon.
the corporate game has just begun...and there is a long long way to go...

and there are promises to keep...
and miles to go before i sleep!