as we go on...

mom cried today...it was depressing.

she had her reasons...i can't help them. i wish i could though!

i also wish i could run back to someone who would ve let me cry...who would ve heard me out...who would ve understood why she wasnt completely wrong...who would be just been there...

guess its not good enough a reason to want someone to be able to cry myself dry...is it? he would'nt have understood anyway...or would he?

life complicates itself as we grow older...i concluded...after mom was over crying...there are so many things to look back into...so many things we could ve done better...so many things we deserved more...so many wrongs people did to us...our very own people...how do we ever get down to living with them...

i dont know...i feel sad for mom.period.