overwhelmed

was overwhelmed for the better part of yesterday...

my dear flatmate - a friend - who has been around for above two years now...wrapped up our former house and left the city...to start afresh.

it left me overwhelmed because

...she has been a constant all the while she was here...suddenly it shifts.

...i will miss her ways (and she wasn't exactly easy to get along with according to most)

...she left in a hurry...doesnt it always seem so...one cant be prepared for such things

...there are unclosed matters in her heart...god knows if she will ever think thats important enough to close

...un-nice things happened to a nice person like her

although in paper one tends to think that not much will change because of distances...i wouldnt be too naive on that.

hopefully we will manage time to stay 'connected' through distances.

f(r)iend.

Suddenly realized that a single letter can make such a big difference! Actually was thinking of jotting my thoughts on friends (and not fiend) when it just struck me…the close shot it is.
Had thoughts today about all kind of friends…ones who add so much joy in life that u can’t do without them...some who are planned for various phases of life...one who decide to suddenly lose touch...few who pop up at unexpected moments in life...ones who let u down...friends who pick you up.

friendship. a beautiful relationship... as long as it lasts

there was a time when i used to believe that frienships last forever...no longer so...in fact in my belief i now see how much i wanted to hold on to friends...somehow that never works.

back again :)

have been out from my blog for over a year now...
life has been fun all the way through the last time i blogged. have realised that marriage is a happy feeling...and sharing life with a partner a beautiful experience. :)
its been busy...has left me with less time to express what i am going through to my small world.
that doesnt in any way mean i have gone through any less feelings...in fact i have discovered new ones...lived them...in all enriched myself through making the most of every single thing.
have become happier as a person (or so i think)
been very amused and awed by life since dec 2007...its been simply incredible...