:)

i tell u a lot of things...things that i sometimes feel are better off not sharing with anyone...feelings which i cant deal with myself...never thought i would do this to you.

but then again never been in this situation before...its not about being out of control...its just not having complete and total control... and in more ways than not it does make one feel helpless at times.

there are a lot of things i am liking about being in my current situation
things like
# having the time for myself... no work related stress!
# re-discovering the art of cooking...its really turning out to be good fun (never thought for the life of me i will get into cooking and enjoy it too)
# sleeping... one of my fav activity
# reading... its nice to be in this vacation mood - aah life!

:)