at an advanced meditation they used to say try and feel "hollow and empty"...that was one of the great learnings of life...
guess i have attained something of the sort today, coz i m feeling
"hollow and empty" inside...as if there is nothing left within me...as if i have jus been bared of all that was me...it really doesnt feel like nirvana though
it feels vacuum...
and hollow...
and an empty space...void
which cannot ever be filled again...because whoever will attempt to help me fill that vacuum with love and care will again one day decide to bare me of it...and altho this time i will survive it...i wont ever like to even give this chance to anyone else again...no
i feel like screaming....on the top of my voice...i dunno what...there is nothing left of that which i was holding close...very tightly.
there is always this world which we want to save from the bad spirits...some bad spirit just encroached into that world of mine today.
and there is no one left to blame
nothing else to feel
its bloody red within...with a colorless face...
with a flashy shady smile...
and no one to make out whats on!!!
empty and hollow.
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some bad spirit just encroached into that world of mine today.
Yours too? I had Satan knock on my door on 31st Dec... will tell you more about it later.
But as for now, beautifully and simply written. I love it!
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