GOA - bring it on!

yippppppppppppeeeeeeeee :)
for this weekend in goa!

:) whatever happens happens for the best

i am very happy for p :) - she truly did deserve something grand ...happy that she received it when she least expected it.
restores my belief - whatever happens happens for the best.
also - wanted to really have this on record - have 7 new book waiting to be read by me in my shelf...started first two and have set them aside (as they didnt fit the mood i was in) for the third one that i am reading currently :) until today morning when i also began on the 4th one - feel like a greedy glutton who wants to gobble up everything too soon.

over simplistic

yes we did meet. despite all odds. hate to think. all futile efforts. hopeless. nothing worth a mention in our context. nothing really felt. maybe nothing really left of that we once shared. a beautiful friendship. difficult to believe. a simple ending.

reconciliation.

a passing thought...captured by an author brilliantly

News from home makes you aware that the flow of memory has stopped. A life you no longer live is a life you no longer know. But you rely on false memory to inhabit, however falsely, what now lies outside your experience; and every home-coming involves the puncture of memory's airy bubbles
- The Wishmaker by Ali Sethi

reconciliation!

somewhere it hurts - a lot...to even think that i know you seems so fake...hollow...empty!
you are good at that (is that the only way i can convnce myself?)...i have seen you doing that to others...then why am i so shocked! i dont know.
so what is it that i am trying to salvage...is it just me...dont u feel anything at all? again why am i trying to compare everything i feel with u.
am i being formal in trying to connect with you...is there a way i can not be? is there a choice? - are you returning my favor...

but we will meet...and i will still reconcile whoever i want to remember u as and who you are today!