reconciliation!

somewhere it hurts - a lot...to even think that i know you seems so fake...hollow...empty!
you are good at that (is that the only way i can convnce myself?)...i have seen you doing that to others...then why am i so shocked! i dont know.
so what is it that i am trying to salvage...is it just me...dont u feel anything at all? again why am i trying to compare everything i feel with u.
am i being formal in trying to connect with you...is there a way i can not be? is there a choice? - are you returning my favor...

but we will meet...and i will still reconcile whoever i want to remember u as and who you are today!