i am not a person of few words
and so
sometimes i refrain from saying
anything at all.
but that doesnt mean i
dont have anything to say!
today
i
wish for you
wishes of a special kind
today
take a break for a while
and just smile
[:)]
i dont know
why i am at a loss
for words
guess some wishes
are just too difficult
to express!
today
spare some time
dazzle and shine
life is so short
dont get too caught
with trivialities all around
today
forget all else
just be yourself
here's a toast
to the you that i knew
for a day or two
let joy and cheer reverberate
have fun. celebrate!
[:)]
p.s. happy birthday dear you!
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Sunday, November 26, 2006
better off or worse off!
i wonder at times if knowing you has made me better off or worse off!
i rule out worse off to begin with.
i definitely haven't been worse off knowing you
you have made me believe so much in life...again.
brought back so much i had lost...in time
but am i giving you undue credit...hasn't that been me all along!
knowing you doesn't really make me any better off at this point in life!
well...there is a you...but where???
i look for you at times
to share a hi...a smile...some trivia about life
simple things...
but hey you are never there...so who is this you i keep talking to?
essentially noone!
you are just a perception in my mind...
and this perception isn't even close to who you are
or
rather have been past few weeks.
so does that make me any better off?
i wonder [n not question still]
what god had in mind when it made our paths cross again!
because logically speaking
i cant see any sense in it!
i rule out worse off to begin with.
i definitely haven't been worse off knowing you
you have made me believe so much in life...again.
brought back so much i had lost...in time
but am i giving you undue credit...hasn't that been me all along!
knowing you doesn't really make me any better off at this point in life!
well...there is a you...but where???
i look for you at times
to share a hi...a smile...some trivia about life
simple things...
but hey you are never there...so who is this you i keep talking to?
essentially noone!
you are just a perception in my mind...
and this perception isn't even close to who you are
or
rather have been past few weeks.
so does that make me any better off?
i wonder [n not question still]
what god had in mind when it made our paths cross again!
because logically speaking
i cant see any sense in it!
Saturday, November 25, 2006
i dont get them :(
here i feel i am an alien at times.like i am stuck between wrong people at the wrong time.why me?
ok i know that in life aint fair and all of that.
and i promised myself i wont question too much
buy why me ya! [:(]
ok i know that in life aint fair and all of that.
and i promised myself i wont question too much
buy why me ya! [:(]
Sunday, November 19, 2006
lots to believe in...
there is something about these movies that makes me believe so much more life...myself.
its difficult to explain really and i am not even sure how far i would remember the impact they have had somewhere deep within.
maybe the quotes from the movies that i just saw would do some justice.
American Beauty
[last lines]
I had always heard your entire life flashes in front of your eyes the second before you die. First of all, that one second isn't a second at all, it stretches on forever, like an ocean of time... For me, it was lying on my back at Boy Scout camp, watching falling stars... And yellow leaves, from the maple trees, that lined my street... Or my grandmother's hands, and the way her skin seemed like paper... And the first time I saw my cousin Tony's brand new Firebird... And Janie... And Janie... And... Carolyn. I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday.
Shawshank Redemption [a MUST watch]
"...Here's where it makes the most sense. You need it so you don't forget. Forget that there are places in the world that aren't made out of stone. That there's a - there's a - there's something inside that's yours, that they can't touch."
"That's the beauty of music. They can't take that away from you."
"Let me tell you something my friend. Hope is a dangerous thing. Hope can drive a man insane."
"Remember, Red, hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things. And no good thing ever dies."
[last lines]
I find I'm so excited, I can barely sit still or hold a thought in my head. I think it's the excitement only a free man can feel, a free man at the start of a long journey whose conclusion is uncertain. I hope I can make it across the border. I hope to see my friend, and shake his hand. I hope the Pacific is as blue as it has been in my dreams. I hope. "
its difficult to explain really and i am not even sure how far i would remember the impact they have had somewhere deep within.
maybe the quotes from the movies that i just saw would do some justice.
American Beauty
[last lines]
I had always heard your entire life flashes in front of your eyes the second before you die. First of all, that one second isn't a second at all, it stretches on forever, like an ocean of time... For me, it was lying on my back at Boy Scout camp, watching falling stars... And yellow leaves, from the maple trees, that lined my street... Or my grandmother's hands, and the way her skin seemed like paper... And the first time I saw my cousin Tony's brand new Firebird... And Janie... And Janie... And... Carolyn. I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday.
Shawshank Redemption [a MUST watch]
"...Here's where it makes the most sense. You need it so you don't forget. Forget that there are places in the world that aren't made out of stone. That there's a - there's a - there's something inside that's yours, that they can't touch."
"That's the beauty of music. They can't take that away from you."
"Let me tell you something my friend. Hope is a dangerous thing. Hope can drive a man insane."
"Remember, Red, hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things. And no good thing ever dies."
[last lines]
I find I'm so excited, I can barely sit still or hold a thought in my head. I think it's the excitement only a free man can feel, a free man at the start of a long journey whose conclusion is uncertain. I hope I can make it across the border. I hope to see my friend, and shake his hand. I hope the Pacific is as blue as it has been in my dreams. I hope. "
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
blank!
tears rolling down randomly
...triggered by i dont know what.
suddenly everything is bleak.
darkness without any sight of that twinkling star.
a long stretch of dry parched desert without any hope of a droplet of water.
a bag full of letters suddenly with a complete memory loss of how words are formed.
...thats what i m feeling right now!
...triggered by i dont know what.
suddenly everything is bleak.
darkness without any sight of that twinkling star.
a long stretch of dry parched desert without any hope of a droplet of water.
a bag full of letters suddenly with a complete memory loss of how words are formed.
...thats what i m feeling right now!
Monday, November 13, 2006
Here i am
Lost in the ashes of time
But who owns tomorrow ...
[lyrics of the song playing in the background
p.s. i love the song]
so much to write for today...
[sigh..] for a simple wish of having a cup of good coffee
and even not getting that wish fr today!
seems strange no...but sometimes the simplest of wishes are
the most difficult to get.
[smile :P] for a walking buddy's offer of coffee just after the sigh...and two more offers for the same after they read my msn message...[all smiles :D]
[happy] for catching up with you. a friend who has been there for always.
just a reassurance that i havent lost too much of myself in the melee of growing up.
a refreshing feeling of i am who i am...and its okay to be me! a feeling of being listened to with a choice and not because of no choice. sometimes thats all you could want from a friend.to listen without judging.
you are my mate and i will stand by you
[thats the song thats now playing :) and so apt fr this dear friend of mine...i must say]
[:s jitters] for the placement process thats about to begin. with the CV formats in place very soon will be running around filling the objective amongst all others in that...
and i love p for the logic she gave me about it...okay so people you have to hear this
m: i have to write objective for my cv...n i dont have one p: trust me..no one does! m: hahahah
[wink ;) grin grin]
Lost in the ashes of time
But who owns tomorrow ...
[lyrics of the song playing in the background
p.s. i love the song]
so much to write for today...
[sigh..] for a simple wish of having a cup of good coffee
and even not getting that wish fr today!
seems strange no...but sometimes the simplest of wishes are
the most difficult to get.
[smile :P] for a walking buddy's offer of coffee just after the sigh...and two more offers for the same after they read my msn message...[all smiles :D]
[happy] for catching up with you. a friend who has been there for always.
just a reassurance that i havent lost too much of myself in the melee of growing up.
a refreshing feeling of i am who i am...and its okay to be me! a feeling of being listened to with a choice and not because of no choice. sometimes thats all you could want from a friend.to listen without judging.
you are my mate and i will stand by you
[thats the song thats now playing :) and so apt fr this dear friend of mine...i must say]
[:s jitters] for the placement process thats about to begin. with the CV formats in place very soon will be running around filling the objective amongst all others in that...
and i love p for the logic she gave me about it...okay so people you have to hear this
m: i have to write objective for my cv...n i dont have one
the only ones who ve objectives in life are the miss worlds..whos only obj is she wants world peace!
yo!
thats definitely making me feel glad that i dont have one
[wink ;) grin grin]
Saturday, November 11, 2006
it takes a real friend...
it really takes a friend to understand me when i am angry
and true friends like them are hard to find!
and true friends like them are hard to find!
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
its worth the glance!
Today
i caught myself
glancing at the lines
on my palm…
destiny…
isn’t what that is!
i might not
rely on destiny
but I am not a non believer!
couldn’t really escape
that one question
who will he be
where is he now
i don’t really know
if ever I will
find him
but i know
somewhere within
a faith is restored
a belief refreshed
that along the journey
of life
our paths will cross
…he will be unveiled
call it faith
call it dream
call it hope
call it destiny!
it really doesn’t matter!
as long as
it makes me
believe a little bit more
…in life and such things
i would say
its worth the glance!
Thursday, November 02, 2006
to all those...
this post is dedicated to some guys who stand out from the crowd not because they are special but because they specialise in rather nasty things...things like spilling over some bitterness on to simple smiles in daily lives...like passing some snide remarks about people they hardly know and getting a sadistic pleasure by ruining the happiness thereby...like being out there over and again to just prove their point...and ladies and gentlemen...their point being that the world is really dumb in front of them...
so here it goes...for all those guys who love to do this...this post here is to let you know that you don't matter...that life is quite worthwhile otherwise...and mere mortals like us dont even consider you worthy enough to spoil our days over...and that no matter how much you try you never really will get the better of us.period.
thankyou!
(for the applause :P)
so here it goes...for all those guys who love to do this...this post here is to let you know that you don't matter...that life is quite worthwhile otherwise...and mere mortals like us dont even consider you worthy enough to spoil our days over...and that no matter how much you try you never really will get the better of us.period.
thankyou!
(for the applause :P)
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