unreality!

somethings just noboby ever can understand...

i want to talk...but i am speechless...dont know how to begin my conversation

i am overwhelmed...tired...delirious...exhausted...
almost numb and dead...one could say

but still i want to talk
...

about how i was hoping that today comes...about how i feared that things wont fall in place...about how really much it means although i think i dint give in my 100 percent to it...about how unbelievable it all seems now...about how it felt last night standing at the ground watching the smiles on everyones faces...about how i am happy but yet i have tears in my eyes

about how this is also just a momentary feeling...about how even this aint gonna stay...three months of hard work and just three days of getting done with it...

yes i want to talk...

even though its early still...even though the last is yet to get over ...

i want to talk
...dont know what to say
...and to whom!

somethings nobody will ever understand...just cant!