Thursday, February 02, 2006

Just why?

i had vowed to myself that i wouldnt bother...and yet again i did...why??? and i have no answer for myself...no it doesnt make me feel any bit of happiness to know things at ur end are bad...but i am sorry to say painting a sad picture of yourself doesnt make any inroads to my heart...in fact i quite despise that!

and once again i feel sorry that i have mistaken you to be a strong individual...i think it was one of the first few traits that i have appreciated in you...that u are strong...and no i dont mean strong people dont get hurt...or are not sensitive...or emotional...what i mean by strong people is that they dont win sympathy and pity by portraying themselves in a sad state...maybe i get you wrong but thats what i get of you these days. for once i dont even feel like apologising.

i still wonder at times why u had to prove me so wrong by being someone i never thought u could be!...yea once again...i get no answer

and once again i swear that i wont let this bother me!!!

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