ever had that 'one moment'?

so many thoughts...so much to feel...in just this one moment...

one moment
...and you are extremely overwhelmed at the lessons that life has to teach through so many various situations and people

one moment
...and you just dunno how to react to that sudden pang of helplessness of your buddie who is missing his dad...who for reasons unknown isnt there with him...at this stage of life.

one moment
...and you start heeheehaha-ing with that same buddie to avoid all the awkwardness of being caught in that moment of being sentimental and all emotional...

one moment
...and you are on a completely different track of life talking about completely unrelated things in life

one moment
...and you get to know that your best friend is looking for you at 00.15 hrs to share a news

one moment
...and wow...she finally got her article published...not many will understand what that means to her...and how proud i am of her

one moment
...and i realise that more than a cause of happiness...the happy news is her reason for worry...coz this world never really understand things that are so close to our hearts

one moment
...and i realise that this world wont change just because you want to keep your life simple and be happy

one moment
...and we are okay with the fact of this world being the way it is

one moment
...and i am suddenly surrounded by two different group of friends...one online...and other two with me here in my room

one moment
...and i suddenly want to be with both of them...one is my bestest buddie...with whom i m discussing our fears and beliefs...and the second is my friends here with whom i do timepass everyday...at their height of vellapanti...but hey i want to do that as well

one moment
...and i am managing both sides...my mind not lettin me be a 100 percent at both ends...but refusing to let go of any one end

one moment
...and suddenly my friends here leave me to be alone...finally. but hey my friend at the other end also is ready to go...

one moment
...and i m alone in my room once again...

one moment
...and i m missin my friends...(missin more of the ones who were here with me till now...than the one who is at a distance)...

one moment
... and i realise that i want to rewind a bit...go bac in time...just one moment ago

but hey
one moment is no longer there...

it fascinates me more than upsetting me!!!