Thursday, February 23, 2006

self-imposed humiliation

have u ever felt so enraged that u dont have any control over yourself anymore...
that you just could smash someones face with the most impulsive hardhitting punch ever...
that you just dont know how to stay alone but cant be with anyone anymore...

...that tears just cant help rolling from your eyes...that you just start wishing there was someone who would just hug you right here and now...without showing sympathy for the humiliation you are goin through because of your uncontrolled state of anger...

i hope you havent...

coz its not one of the feeling i choose to feel...

i just dont have enough will power to not let me suffer from this humiliation of uncontrolled anger at this point of time...

and i sure feel helpless about it

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