bitter sweet memory

every friend like you is a bitter sweet memory in my life

before you came,
life was good, happy and usual
wasnt missing anything much

and then u came
with a spontaneous and careless attitude
with some spare time in this busy busy world
with some jokes to share
some trivia, some stories,
some gossip, rarely inner most fears and tribulations
but yet those rare times added so much...

didnt realise when we became such good friends
sharing small bits and pieces of what life offered us everyday
laughing...teasing...demanding...expecting
(isnt that the usual phenomenon no matter how many times u have gone through it)
didnt realise when and how caring for you became spontaneous
has it occurred to anyone why we suddenly are ready to bet on our lives for some people
yes scary but true...
you became as important
dont know why it never was a botheration to spend time with you
conversations came easily...so did smiles

and before the realisation that friendship came naturally to us
reality hit again...
time for you to leave
yet again....why???
(how many times will life teach me the same lesson...why me?)

yes you will leave
and with that another chapter would end...
yes i will miss u...more than you would know...
and by now i know how to deal with it.
so no worries will smile through even this.

and yes i will keep in touch...
but can things be just the same
no! i no longer think like that

and you will go
just like all others do

but somethings remain
they refuse to change

thats the beauty of a bitter sweet memory
its always a tad sweeter than the bitter bit.

:)